So now I’m officially finished college and did slightly better than just pass the course. I feel like I should be a lot  happier but I’m not. There are far too many uncertainties in the future to be particularly happy about anything really. Apart from looking for jobs I have no idea what I’m going to be doing from here on out. The strength of my medication has just been doubled so we will see how that goes I guess. There are still a few options to discuss and a few more people to talk to, so I should really wait for the conclusions of those chats before assigning my life to the rubbish bin. All I can say is depression really sucks.