I don’t know if it’s if we’ve found the right dosage of medication or if it’s the effect of having good news for a change, but I’m feeling good about things. I’m enjoying writing and painting my Games Workshop models which is a nice change, it feels so long since I’ve been able to get any satisfaction out of either, so to be enjoying both feels so excellent. I can concentrate on things again which is good, my sleeping has improved, so things are beginning to look up.

I’m also looking forward to going to university I’m nervously excited to be going there. I will have to find stuff to do during freshers week that doesn’t involve getting shitfaced, as I don’t drink very often, if at all, if I can get away with it. I know where the nearest Games Workshop is so maybe I’ll find sanctuary there during the day. I guess I’ll make friends but I think I’ll struggle to find ones who won’t be obsessed with drinking.

Hopefully I’ll enjoy it, it looks like a really interesting course and anything that is vaguely is interesting is within a fifteen minute walk of where my halls of residence are, which is useful. I am looking forward to making friends there don’t get me wrong, I just don’t want to be going out on the lash to fit in. Anyway I see how it goes and keep blogging as I go.