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About duncanainsworth

Duncan, 35, will most likely talk about mental health, video games, sci-fi, personal challenges and a few other things. I have Autism, ADHD, Dyspraxia and Depression

I finally got rid of Facebook


I finally got round to deactivating my Facebook account. Not because it wasn’t used because it was and not because I didn’t care about all the annoying people on it (well maybe a little. It was mostly use to keep … Continue reading

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depression sucks


Retrospectively I’ve probably been suffering with it for years, but because I’ve only self harmed once I just assumed that the really down days/weeks/months were normal and everyone had them from time to time. It wasn’t until my latest episode … Continue reading

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what to do


I need some structure. Those are four words I never thought I would say. Of course it’s probably part of a paradox, as soon as I get some structure in my life be it with work or something else, I’ll … Continue reading

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I should be happier


So now I’m officially finished college and did slightly better than just pass the course. I feel like I should be a lot  happier but I’m not. There are far too many uncertainties in the future to be particularly happy about … Continue reading

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A few of my favourite photos


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only two more days to struggle through


Then college is done for good and I can concentrate on getting better and sorting my life out. I might even get work done on time, just. Hopefully after Thursday I finally concentrate on writing and I can get a … Continue reading

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It’s odd


Knowing that this time on Thursday I will have finished college forever. Of course I have no idea what I’ll be doing after that. After my mental breakdown and being diagnosed with depression I have no solid plan. Well I … Continue reading

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It’s June already


Where did the first five months of 2012 go? Seriously time is such a weird concept it’s indescribable and odd it sometimes doesn’t flow like it ought to. It’s almost disconcerting to think it a few short weeks we will be halfway … Continue reading

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This weekend


I went up to Edinburgh and I have to say it is a very beautiful city it a shame that a lot of what I saw is being dug up or has scaffolding on it. I shall put up a … Continue reading

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I fear


I’m using far too much dialogue to pad out my story at the moment and not using enough detailed prose to tell the story instead. In 6 pages so far I would I have about close to 4 pages of … Continue reading

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